1. |
im not depressed
01:10
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im not depressed, i dont have that diagnosis
im just here & kinda hopeless
about my fucking life
& i don't know what im doing,
im just here and im trying
though i feel like i am dying im not depressed.
i just don't know what to do,
when my brain feels like its split in two
one half of me wants to fix this.
the other half dont give a shit
what is wrong?
i wish i knew.
im not depressed, i dont have that diagnosis
im just here & kinda hopeless
about my fucking life
& i don't know what im doing,
im just here and im trying
though i feel like i am dying, im really fucking dying
im pretty sure im dying,
im not depressed.
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2. |
1-866-Help-Me
01:17
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you can tell i smoke cause my nails are all yellowed
that's why they're always painted black
im trying to quit and be a better person
but im not sure i can do that
but they make me choke,
and they make me broke
i dont know what im doing here
i just want to dissapear
i dont want to exist
but i exist. i exist.
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3. |
sibling rivalry
02:30
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youre so sweet and nice,
& im a real asshole
youve got lots of friends
& i lost mine after highschool
youre really smart
& my gpa is shit.
i wanted to be a vet
but then i failed my premed physics
(I dont know what to do,
when i compare myself to you,
I'm just a useless waste of space) x2
& i know that you're my brother
we came from the same mother.
& i know that you think that you suck too.
but you don't, i promise you.
youre so sweet and nice,
& im a real asshole
youve got lots of friends
& i lost mine after highschool
youre really smart
& my gpa is shit.
i wanted to be a vet
but then i failed my premed physics
(I dont know what to do,
when i compare myself to you,
I'm just a useless waste of space) x2
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Mari Kiralou Winnipeg, Manitoba
primordial slime forced into human form. They/Them.
Peepeepoopoo this is just a hobby. thanks!
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