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Chronological Order

by Mari Kiralou

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1.
Chain smoking in my bedroom, so many f-ing burn holes in my sheets, you're lying there repping some brand I have no clue about and I'm still groggy from my sleep. I used to pretend that I hated you, but it's hard when your name's a common word, cause contrary to belief, I do believe in god, but organized religion is absurd. And maybe I wasn't good to you or maybe you treated me like s-t but there are reasons somethings just don't work out, cause we weren't a good fit.
2.
our silhouettes breath peacefully, and I no longer feel the weight of the world upon my shoulders, and I don't know what we're gonna be, all I know is we're getting older, and older and I'm trying not to be awkward I'm trying not to jump to conclusions and I'm trying to make sense of it all, well maybe, we are just an illusion I can't promise what we're gonna be, but if you want you can stick around and wait n'see and I may never fall in love, with anything other than nicotine, I'm sorry if I never tell you that I love you, but you're the prettiest damn girl I've ever seen and I'm trying not to be awkward I'm trying not to jump to conclusions and I'm trying to make sense of it all, well maybe, we are just an illusion I can't promise what we're gonna be, but if you want you can stick around and wait n'see
3.
Safeway Boy 01:55
well I was pretty cool in high school but now, I ain't much to see, but I still got my little hopes up that one day, you'll notice me. Safeway boy, you've been checking out my groceries while I've been checking out you, and Safeway boy, This is probably way too forward but I, don't know what else to do. And I don't even know your name and you've got better things to do but you're so charismatic and I f-ing see you every where and now I don't have a clue, what to do cause Safeway boy, you've been checking out my groceries while I've been checking out you, and Safeway boy, This is probably way too forward but I, don't know what else to do. Safeway boy, checking out my groceries, I just want to get to know you.
4.
Unrequited 02:29
you know that you are not my type, but then again very few guys are, thanks for coming back into my life, but lets keep us how we are cause I'd hate to leave you hanging, on some unrequited crush maybe we could make things work out but there ain't no need to rush well you have a stunning voice, please sing indie songs with me, well I ain't giving you no choice, maybe after that we'll see what we will be cause I'd hate to leave you hanging, on some unrequited crush maybe we could make things work out but there ain't no need to rush cause I'd hate to leave you hanging, on some unrequited crush maybe we could make something work out but there ain't no need to rush
5.
Keep me calm, keep me warm, keep me safe from winter storms Keep me close, hold me tight, through this wicked winter night. I don't care, where you've been, how you've loved, or if you've sinned Cause You're the stars, and my night sky, blanket covering me and I'll keep you calm, I'll keep you warm, keep you safe from winter storms Keep you close, I'll hold you tight, through this wicked winter night. Cause you don't care, where I've been, If I've loved, or how I've sinned. Cause You're the flower, I'm the bee, symbiotic we will be, We'll be calm, We'll be warm, We'll be safe from winter storms We'll be close, holding tight, through this wicked winter night. and no one cares, where we've been, how we've love, or how we've sinned Cause We'll be safe, and We'll be warm, We'll be sheltered from this storm.
6.
I cant stand the lightning or the thunder, these loud noises make me cry. lying downstairs on a twin sized mattresses feeling like I'm going to die. these prairie summer storms, make it hard to keep warm, without someone near, oh I wish you were here. I complain about the winter, because it can be extreme, -40° with a windchill, end of the world it seems. but these prairie summer storms, make it hard to keep warm, without someone near, oh I wish you were here.
7.
I like you, Wait, I meant to say that I dont like you. your friends look like vegans, and I am a heathen, I'm killing all of their gods. and you, you're not much better, you in that damn maroon sweater. you looked so good that night, but I'd never tell you that. I screen you all day and reply once a week when you ask me why I say I was asleep but I wasn't I was ignoring you but I don't want you to ignore me too maybe I could love you, but you'd never give me the chance. I pretend I'm not trying, when I'm actually dying, for a chance to have one last dance I screen you all day and reply once a week when you ask me why I say I was asleep but I wasn't I was ignoring you but I don't want you to ignore me too f-k you I hate you I don't, I just want you to think that its easier that way.

about

I originally wrote a paragraph but I scrapped it. I'm not one to take anything seriously, so here's the least joke-like songs I've written in chronological order of when they were written between June 2014 to January 2017.
This is the chronological order of every "feeling" I've ever had from 2014 until the start of 2017.

For the record, I no longer have any feelings now, feelings are illegal and I refuse to participate in illegal activities.

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released April 25, 2017

All vocals and instrumentation recorded by me, by myself, with just a laptop and a mic.

Album art by: Hailiiz Illustrations (FB) / @hailiiz (Instagram)

Also shout out to everyone who may find a piece of themselves here, thanks for being in my life. Despite my apathetic way of expression, I hope every one of you has found, or will find happiness and love. And if somehow we're still friends, I hope this makes you laugh.

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Mari Kiralou Winnipeg, Manitoba

primordial slime forced into human form. They/Them.

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